oh god, i think i'm dying, no, i think i'm dead, no, i wish i was dead, no, i wish i was alive but not feeling like dead. i'm having my last and most important exams coming up soon, so soon it's not even soon, it's already now. one on friday and i'm supposed to prepare three subject areas. so far i have one and a half. the half one i realized is huge. the third one i think i will just have to hope for the best. that i can somehow get around it. there is the possibility that i can skip it, should i just forget about preparing it at all or would that be a negligent thing to do? i don't know what to do, i just want to sleep.